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there's not a lot for you to give if you're giving in
& there's not a lot for you to feel if you're not feeling it
05 August 2009 @ 03:16 pm
24 May 2009 @ 03:01 pm
thanks to the awesomeness of sidra i have a dreamwidth account now. :D
she gave me an invitation code and i'm now hazeofthecity on dreamwidth. i have no idea about all of this, but apparently it's more exclusive than lj and everything. i want to use it as a writing journal and i really hope i get more reviews and all there. i am excited. if anyone has DW, i'd be happy if you added me. :]
she gave me an invitation code and i'm now hazeofthecity on dreamwidth. i have no idea about all of this, but apparently it's more exclusive than lj and everything. i want to use it as a writing journal and i really hope i get more reviews and all there. i am excited. if anyone has DW, i'd be happy if you added me. :]
bouncy02 May 2009 @ 11:23 am
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31 August 2008 @ 12:11 am
I was actually looking for pictures of Edward Speleers for Nicole and my storyboard when I accidently stumbled over this very tasty imagine.
Heather, this is for you. :D
Heather, this is for you. :D
21 August 2008 @ 11:54 pm
Do it and - if I know you - I will return the favour. People who HAVE to do this:
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so_intricate_x, wistful_dead, carcrashbeauty, friend_request, this_narcolepsy, trashcancore. Everyone else gets an extrapoint for doing it. <3
(1 Point) My first name:
(2 Points) My last name:
(3 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Point) Which Hogwarts house would I be sorted into?:
(1 Point) What is my hair color?:
(3 Points) Name my celeb-crushes :
(1 Points) Do I have any children?:
(2 Points) What work do I do?:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of?:
(2 Points) Do I smoke?:
(2 Points) Do I drink?:
(2 Points) If I drink, what do I order?:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings?:
(2 Points) How many?:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do?:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have?:
(3 Points) What's my astrological sign?:
(2 Points) What's my favorite way to relax?:
(2 Points) Who is my favorite band/artist?:
(3 Points) Am I shy or outgoing?:
(4 Points) What is my secret if I could do anything, money/reality no object' dream?:
(2 Points) What is my favorite color?:
(2 Points) Name something I hate:
(2 Points) Name a talent I have:
(2 Points) What's my fave place to shop?
(4 Points) What kind of shoes do I wear?:
(2 Points) Do I have any pets?:
(1 Point) Am I married?:
(3 Points) What is/was my field of study?:
(3 Points) Name something I collect:
(5 Points) What is the color of my bedroom?:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit?:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island/desolate mountaintop, what would I bring:
(6 points) What secret do I keep from most people?
so_intricate_x, wistful_dead, carcrashbeauty, friend_request, this_narcolepsy, trashcancore. Everyone else gets an extrapoint for doing it. <3(1 Point) My first name:
(2 Points) My last name:
(3 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Point) Which Hogwarts house would I be sorted into?:
(1 Point) What is my hair color?:
(3 Points) Name my celeb-crushes :
(1 Points) Do I have any children?:
(2 Points) What work do I do?:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of?:
(2 Points) Do I smoke?:
(2 Points) Do I drink?:
(2 Points) If I drink, what do I order?:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings?:
(2 Points) How many?:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do?:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have?:
(3 Points) What's my astrological sign?:
(2 Points) What's my favorite way to relax?:
(2 Points) Who is my favorite band/artist?:
(3 Points) Am I shy or outgoing?:
(4 Points) What is my secret if I could do anything, money/reality no object' dream?:
(2 Points) What is my favorite color?:
(2 Points) Name something I hate:
(2 Points) Name a talent I have:
(2 Points) What's my fave place to shop?
(4 Points) What kind of shoes do I wear?:
(2 Points) Do I have any pets?:
(1 Point) Am I married?:
(3 Points) What is/was my field of study?:
(3 Points) Name something I collect:
(5 Points) What is the color of my bedroom?:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit?:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island/desolate mountaintop, what would I bring:
(6 points) What secret do I keep from most people?
06 August 2008 @ 03:01 am
Found that in an old rp journal. I still think this is so beautifully written.
Streets full of people, all alone
Rows full of houses, never home
Church full of singing, out of tune
Everyone's gone to the moon
Eyes full of sorrow, never wet
Hands full of money, all in debt
Sun disappears in the middle of June
Everyone's gone to the moon
Long time ago, life had begun
Everyone went to the Sun
Rows full of houses, never home
Church full of singing, out of tune
Everyone's gone to the moon
Eyes full of sorrow, never wet
Hands full of money, all in debt
Sun disappears in the middle of June
Everyone's gone to the moon
Long time ago, life had begun
Everyone went to the Sun
24 June 2008 @ 06:14 pm
03 June 2008 @ 11:31 pm
Anna Gavalda - Gemeinsam ist man weniger allein (Hunting and Gathering)
Angela Carter - Das Haus Des Puppenmachers (The Magic Toyshop)Bernhard Schlink - Der Vorleser (The Reader)Berry Jonsberg - Am I Right or Am I Right?Billie Letts - Where The Heart Is Daniel Coupland - Eleanor RigbyCarolyn MacKler - Vegan Virgin Valentine
Daniel Wallace - Big FishDiabolo Cody - Nackt (Candy Girl. A Year in the Life of an Unlikely Stripper)Dirk Wittenborn - Fierce People
EB White - Charlotte's WebEmma McLaughin & Nicola Kraus - The Nanny Diaries
Friedrich Dürrenmatt - Die Physiker (The Physicians)Gail Carson Levine - Ella EnchantedGotthold Ephraim Lessing - Emilia Galotti
Helen Fielding - Bridget Jones - Edge of ReasonIngrid Noll - Der Hahn ist totIra Levin - The Stepford Wives
Janet Fitch - White Orleander
J.D. Salinger - Catcher In The RyeJeffrey Eugenides - The Virgin Suicides
Joanna Harris - ChocolateJohann Wolfgang von Goethe - Die Leiden des jungen Werther (The Sorrows of Young Werther)Julia Clarke - Summertime BluesJulie Anne Peters - Between Mom and JoJulie Anne Peters - Keeping You a SecretLaura Myracle - Kissing KateLeslie Weißenberg - The Devil Wears Prada Marc Uwe Kling - Die Känguru Chroniken
Marliese Arold - Völlig SchwerelosMaria Beaumont - Veni Vedi Gucci (Motherland)Marilyn Kaye - Penelope
Meg Carbo - American Girl
Meg Carbo - The Princess Diaries
Meg Carbo - Princess in the Spotlight
Meg Carbo - Princess in Love
Meg Carbo - Princess in Waiting
Neil Gaiman - Sternenwanderer (Stardust)
Nicholas Sparks - A Walk To RememberNicholas Sparks - The NotebookOscar Wilde - Das Bildnis des Dorian Gray/The Picture of Dorian GrayPatrick Süskind - Das Parfüm (Perfume, Story of a Murderer)
Phillip Pullman - Northern Lights
Phillip Pullman - The Subtile Knife
Phillip Pullman - The Amber Spying Glass
Peter Hedges - What's Eating Gilbert GrapeRoald Dahl - Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Roald Dahl - Charlie and the Great Glass Elevator
Roald Dahl - Danny, Champion of the World
Roald Dahl - George's Marvelous Medicine
Roald Dahl - James and the Giant PeachRoald Dahl - MatildaSarah Dessen - Just Listen
Roald Dahl - The WitchesStephenie Meyer - Breaking DawnStephenie Meyer - EclipseStephenie Meyer - New MoonStephenie Meyer - Twighlight
Ulrich Plenzdorf - Die neuen Leiden des jungen W. (The New Sorrows of Young W.)
Wladimir Nabokov - Lolita
Zoe Heller - Notes on a Skandal
listed
gave up
required reading (for school)
reading itread itenglish title
Current Location: Wasteland
Current Music: Augustana - Sweet and Low
29 May 2008 @ 01:54 pm
Pairing: Rywalk, [mentions of Joncer, Spaley, Ryltie, Bden/OFC, Breltie]
This is so fucking ridiculous. I mean, sure, shipping names can are nice and dandy, but frankly, I am so sick of seeing these misshaped names on fics. Especially... Ryltie? Breltie? Spaley? WTF? Not only are those way too mnay mashed names, it also sounds completely and utterly stupid. Give it a rest for the love of god. I mean, somehow this lets me doubt the content of the story can be taken serious.
Or this: Zacky/Frank (Fracky/Zrank/Frankzee as I like to call it ;D)
Why try so hard to find a stupid name for it? I think people are better off when you just write the names there.
Besides I really hate it when people's pairing-section goes Main-pairing, hints of *list of 15 other pairings that will briefly be mentioned in the story, but aren't really important and therefore don't need to be listed here*.
And while we are at it, while does there have to be in every Ryan/Brendon story Jon/Spencer, too and vice versa? And usually if you get these you also get Pete/Patrick and if they are together you can bet William is getting screwed by Travis or Gabe. Or both. NOT EVERYONE IS GAY. But you always get the full package and no one ever has a girl friend in there and if they only leave her for their bandmate. New plots, please.
</rant>
This is so fucking ridiculous. I mean, sure, shipping names can are nice and dandy, but frankly, I am so sick of seeing these misshaped names on fics. Especially... Ryltie? Breltie? Spaley? WTF? Not only are those way too mnay mashed names, it also sounds completely and utterly stupid. Give it a rest for the love of god. I mean, somehow this lets me doubt the content of the story can be taken serious.
Or this: Zacky/Frank (Fracky/Zrank/Frankzee as I like to call it ;D)
Why try so hard to find a stupid name for it? I think people are better off when you just write the names there.
Besides I really hate it when people's pairing-section goes Main-pairing, hints of *list of 15 other pairings that will briefly be mentioned in the story, but aren't really important and therefore don't need to be listed here*.
And while we are at it, while does there have to be in every Ryan/Brendon story Jon/Spencer, too and vice versa? And usually if you get these you also get Pete/Patrick and if they are together you can bet William is getting screwed by Travis or Gabe. Or both. NOT EVERYONE IS GAY. But you always get the full package and no one ever has a girl friend in there and if they only leave her for their bandmate. New plots, please.
</rant>
Current Mood: 
annoyed
annoyedCurrent Music: Emanuel - Xeroxicide
21 May 2008 @ 09:55 am
Spontanously dug out after reading attackofthe___/Erin's win-made drabble about Ryan&Jon. I dedicate this to Erin and everyone feel free to tell me how you like it. (And please read her drabble, too!)
William is lying on his back, reading in the glossy covered book he is meant to read for classes. His head is propped on the pillow with the funky blue pattern that is clashing massively with the arbitrary orange sheets, but his ambition to make his sheets match was around as high as his desire to jump into a shark basin. When he and Gabe slip under the covers at night, the lights got switched off and their bodies move together, mingle and become one it’s not like the color of the bedding is relevant anymore.
Gabe for his part is stretched sideways over the bed, decorating the delicate skin that is dressing William’s prominent hipbones with his brand new sharpies. – “Just bought them today!”-- The younger boy doesn’t really know why exactly Gabe has decided to paint on him, but as long as he gets to read his book in peace and his the older male is happy and occupied, he doesn’t mind it. Maybe, he thinks, he’s run out of paper.
He turns another page of his book, engrossing himself with the reading matter, not really paying attention to the others art working. He gives a slight squirm or a small giggle every now and then, when the still pointy, new tip of a sharpie tickles his flesh, but mostly tries to keep still to not ruin whatever Gabe is doing.
He’s through one and a half chapters when he hears the older male muttering under his breath and shortly after the wetted pad of his thumb rubs over the butter soft skin, that’s stretching over Williams right hip. Deciding it’s time to look what the other male is doing, William lets his book sink down, slowly revealing the mop of messy black curls, belonging to the man who’s currently leaned over his pelvis region, busy applying color on his flawless flesh.
The brunette props himself on his elbows, looking down at himself to try to catch a glance at Gabe’s master piece. The other male looks up at him, flashing him one of his irresistible smiles, with the pearl-white even teeth and the small gleam in his dark brown orbs. His head is still covering his artwork and William ducks his head a bit down, trying to catch a peek at the drawing.
A slim green lizard is slithering its way from William’s right hipbone towards his barely existent happy trail, bearing a delicate yellow pattern on its back. The very tip of its tail looks a little smeared, probably the place Gabe has wiped his thumb over, he muses.
“You know, I thought I add my part to your Jim Morrison imitation.” He grinned, his finger tracing the back of the reptile.
Edit: Wow, I never realized it was this much of a lamefest. lol
attackofthe___/Erin's win-made drabble about Ryan&Jon. I dedicate this to Erin and everyone feel free to tell me how you like it. (And please read her drabble, too!)William is lying on his back, reading in the glossy covered book he is meant to read for classes. His head is propped on the pillow with the funky blue pattern that is clashing massively with the arbitrary orange sheets, but his ambition to make his sheets match was around as high as his desire to jump into a shark basin. When he and Gabe slip under the covers at night, the lights got switched off and their bodies move together, mingle and become one it’s not like the color of the bedding is relevant anymore.
Gabe for his part is stretched sideways over the bed, decorating the delicate skin that is dressing William’s prominent hipbones with his brand new sharpies. – “Just bought them today!”-- The younger boy doesn’t really know why exactly Gabe has decided to paint on him, but as long as he gets to read his book in peace and his the older male is happy and occupied, he doesn’t mind it. Maybe, he thinks, he’s run out of paper.
He turns another page of his book, engrossing himself with the reading matter, not really paying attention to the others art working. He gives a slight squirm or a small giggle every now and then, when the still pointy, new tip of a sharpie tickles his flesh, but mostly tries to keep still to not ruin whatever Gabe is doing.
He’s through one and a half chapters when he hears the older male muttering under his breath and shortly after the wetted pad of his thumb rubs over the butter soft skin, that’s stretching over Williams right hip. Deciding it’s time to look what the other male is doing, William lets his book sink down, slowly revealing the mop of messy black curls, belonging to the man who’s currently leaned over his pelvis region, busy applying color on his flawless flesh.
The brunette props himself on his elbows, looking down at himself to try to catch a glance at Gabe’s master piece. The other male looks up at him, flashing him one of his irresistible smiles, with the pearl-white even teeth and the small gleam in his dark brown orbs. His head is still covering his artwork and William ducks his head a bit down, trying to catch a peek at the drawing.
A slim green lizard is slithering its way from William’s right hipbone towards his barely existent happy trail, bearing a delicate yellow pattern on its back. The very tip of its tail looks a little smeared, probably the place Gabe has wiped his thumb over, he muses.
“You know, I thought I add my part to your Jim Morrison imitation.” He grinned, his finger tracing the back of the reptile.
Edit: Wow, I never realized it was this much of a lamefest. lol
Current Location: in front of micha's window
Current Mood: 
amused
amusedCurrent Music: BeeGees - You WIn Again
17 January 2008 @ 08:08 am
okay, just a short post to let you know i arrived safely and didn't get killed yet.
i am currently at the apple store near the plaza hotel, where we were brought to be audience for CBS prime time tv.
so all my american friends, watch out for the show, you just might get to see us.
by the way, the YMCA is definitely not as much fun as the song indicates...at all. at least not the west side one.
anyway. drop me a line, just so i know you haven't forgotten about me yet.
a lot of love to all of you.
more soon
xxx stanze
i am currently at the apple store near the plaza hotel, where we were brought to be audience for CBS prime time tv.
so all my american friends, watch out for the show, you just might get to see us.
by the way, the YMCA is definitely not as much fun as the song indicates...at all. at least not the west side one.
anyway. drop me a line, just so i know you haven't forgotten about me yet.
a lot of love to all of you.
more soon
xxx stanze